lost in translation

sweet dreams are made of these

Month: February, 2012

the sea never sleeps

The sea takes the unwanted
away, swallows up everything
in telepathy,
digesting the contents
like last night’s dinner
with an intense burp
of flatulence.

You thought you’d never see
the empty Coke can tossed
out to sea, but surely
it’s floating freely
like a tiny bob,
an undulating swill
along with ashy bodies.

In the glow of moonlight,
maybe the sea flexes
its body, like a snowman
lifting dumb bells,
making sure to disperse
its saddled weight
into invisible pockets.

We’ll continue to pretend
there’s no such thing
as telepathy,
that the universe is pulsating
every moment,
and at night the sea never sleeps
swallowing every done deed.

Process notes: It’s not an easy challenge from We Write Poems, to take an element of nature and write about it in terms not that usual or obvious for that subject. So yea, here’s the result, emanating from a brain that’s been sleeping the drugged sleep a lot. I’m still recovering from a virulent fever.

Murakami looking for a cat

In Norwegian Wood, Toru often describes how he must wind himself up every day in order to keep going. Boiling it down to the bare bones, the bird represents responsibility of my own life and motivation to keep living it.

I started to imagine another me somewhere, sitting in a bar, nursing a whisky, without a care in the world. The more I thought about it, the more the other me became the real me, making this me not real at all.– Murakami

In the nineteenth and early twentieth centuries, writers offered the real thing; that was their task. In War and Peace Tolstoy describes the battleground so closely that the readers believe it’s the real thing. But I don’t. I’m not pretending it’s the real thing. We are living in a fake world; we are watching fake evening news. We are fighting a fake war. Our government is fake. But we find reality in this fake world. So our stories are the same; we are walking through fake scenes, but ourselves, as we walk through these scenes, are real. The situation is real, in the sense that it’s a commitment, it’s a true relationship. That’s what I want to write about.–Murakami

Let’s call the world we actually have now Reality A and the world that we might have had if 9/11 had never happened Reality B. Then we can’t help but notice that the world of Reality B appears to be realer and more rational than the world of Reality A. To put it in different terms, we are living a world that has an even lower level of reality than the unreal world. What can we possibly call this if not ‘chaos’?–Murakami

That evening he didn’t take a single photo. Leaning against the wall, he smoked Seven Stars, and opened another can of peaches and ate it. At nine he went to the bathroom, brushed his teeth, tugged off his clothes, slipped into the sleeping bag, and shivering, tried to sleep. The night was cold, but his shivering wasn’t just brought on by the cold alone. The chill seemed to be arising from inside his body. Where in the world did I come from? he asked himself in the dark. And where the hell am I going?–Murakami, 1Q84

It’s good when food tastes good. It’s kind of like proof you’re alive.–Murakami,
Norwegian Wood

Most people are not looking for provable truths. As you said, truth is often accompanied by intense pain, and almost no one is looking for painful truths. What people need is beautiful, comforting stories that make them feel as if their lives have some meaning. Which is where religion comes from.–Murakami, 1Q84

I think of myself as a very normal person. At the same time, I’m a very abnormal person. But I can’t tell the difference. Sometimes, when I look at myself in a mirror, I can find a very abnormal person in the mirror but the next moment I can see a very normal person. It’s scary. Very scary.–Murakami

When I start to write, I don’t have any plan at all. I just wait for the story to come. I don’t choose what kind of story it is or what’s going to happen. I just wait.–Murakami

The characters just pop up in my mind, from the blue. When the Sheep Man appeared, I was shocked.–Murakami

Fiction garners its power by telling skillful lies – which is to say, by making up fictions that appear to be true. The novelist can bring a truth out to a new location and shine a new light on it. In most cases, it is virtually impossible to grasp a truth in its original form and depict it accurately. This is why we try to grab its tail by luring the truth from its hiding place, transferring it to a fictional location, and replacing it with a fictional form. In order to accomplish this, however, we first have to clarify where the truth lies within us. This is an important qualification for making up good lies.–Murakami

Sometimes the tourism even crosses metaphysical boundaries. Murakami often hears from readers who have “discovered” his inventions in the real world: a restaurant or a shop that he thought he made up, they report, actually exists in Tokyo. In Sapporo, there are now apparently multiple Dolphin Hotels — an establishment Murakami invented in “A Wild Sheep Chase.” After publishing “1Q84,” Murakami received a letter from a family with the surname “Aomame,” a name so improbable (remember: “green peas”) he thought he invented it. He sent them a signed copy of the book. The kicker is that all of this — fiction leaking into reality, reality leaking into fiction — is what most of Murakami’s fiction (including, especially, “1Q84”) is all about. He is always shuttling us back and forth between worlds.
This calls to mind the act of translation — shuttling from one world to another — which is in many ways the key to understanding Murakami’s work.–”The Fierce Imagination of Haruki Murakami”, The New York Times

My style boils down to this: First of all, I never put more meaning into a sentence than is absolutely necessary. Second, the sentences have to have rhythm. This is something I learned from music, especially Jazz. In Jazz, great rhythm is what makes great improvising possible. It’s all in the footwork. To maintain that rhythm, there must be no extra weight. This doesn’t mean that there should be no weight at all – just no weight that isn’t absolutely necessary. You have to cut out the fat.–Murakami

I have drawers in my mind, so many drawers. I have hundreds of materials in these drawers. I take out the memories and images that I need.

It is not that the meaning cannot be explained. But there are certain meanings that are lost forever the moment they are explained in words.–Murakami, 1Q84

Concentration is one of the happiest things in my life,” he said. “If you cannot concentrate, you are not so happy. I’m not a fast thinker, but once I am interested in something, I am doing it for many years. I don’t get bored. I’m kind of a big kettle. It takes time to get boiled, but then I’m always hot.

I’m the kind of person who likes to be by himself. To put a finer point on it, I’m the type of person who doesn’t find it painful to be alone. I find spending an hour or two every day running alone, not speaking to anyone, as well as four or five hours alone at my desk, to be neither difficult nor boring. I’ve had this tendency ever since I was young, when, given a choice, I much preferred reading books on my own or concentrating on listening to music over being with someone else. I could always think of things to do by myself.–Murakami

Sometimes I find it too hot to run, and sometimes too cold. Or too cloudy. But I still go running. I know that if I didn’t go running, I wouldn’t go the next day either. It’s not in human nature to take unnecessary burdens upon oneself, so one’s body soon becomes disaccustomed. It mustn’t do that. It’s the same with writing. I write every day so that my mind doesn’t become disaccustomed. So that I can gradually set the literary yardstick higher and higher, just as running regularly makes your muscles stronger and stronger.–
Murakami

Waste is the highest virtue one can achieve in advanced capitalist society. The fact that Japan bought Phantom jets from America and wasted vast quantities of fuel on scrambles put an extra spin in the global economy, and that extra spin lifted capitalism to yet greater heights. If you put an end to all the waste, mass panic would ensue and the global economy would go haywire. Waste is the fuel of contradiction, and contradiction activates the economy, and an active economy creates more waste.–Murakami, Dance Dance Dance

Like a reader who keeps turning the pages while excitedly thinking ‘What’s going to happen next?’ I want to keep writing my own novel while excitedly thinking ‘What’s going to happen next?’ That’s the ideal.–Murakami

We got into her bed and held each other, kissing as the sound of the rain filled our ears. Then we talked about everything from the formation of the universe to our preferences in the hardness of boiled eggs.–Murakami, Norwegian Wood

Some people say that’s escapism. But that’s fine by me. I live my life, you live yours. If you’re clear about what you want, then you can live any way you please. I don’t give a damn what people say. They can be reptile food for all I care.–Murakami

Someone who can search for something is happy. Searching gives a meaning to life. Nowadays it’s not so easy to find something you might be looking for. The most important thing, however, is the search itself, the way you take. It’s not so important where it leads. That’s why my characters are always looking for something, maybe only a cat, a sheep or a wife, but that is at least the beginning of a story.–Murakami

I have to write things down to feel I fully comprehend them.

Most people dream a dream when they are asleep. But to be a writer, you have to dream while you are awake, intentionally.

At the end of May, Kipper, my cat, died. Suddenly, without warning. I woke up one day and found him curled up on the kitchen floor, dead. He himself probably hadn’t known it was happening. His body was cold and hard, like yesterday’s roast chicken, sheen gone from the fur. He could hardly have claimed he had the best life. Never really loved by anyone, never seeming really to love anyone either. His eyes always had this uneasy look, like, what now? You don’t see that look in a cat too often. But anyway, he was dead. Nothing more. Maybe that’s the best thing about death.–Murakami, Dance Dance Dance

I am nothing. I’m like someone who’s been thrown into the ocean at night, floating all alone. I reach out, but no one is there. I call out, but no one answers. I have no connection to anything.–Murakami, 1Q84

A person learns how to love himself through the simple acts of loving and being loved by someone else.–Murakami, 1Q84

Sometimes I think I’ve got this hard kernel in my heart, and nothing much can get inside it. I doubt if I can really love anybody.–Murakami

If you can love someone with your whole heart, even one person, then there’s salvation in life.–Murakami, 1Q84

May the life you lead be a good one, a life free of regrets.–Murakami, The Wind-Up Bird Chronicle

Everything passes. Nobody gets anything for keeps. And that’s how we’ve got to live.

All my books are weird love stories. I love weird love stories.

Anyone who falls in love is searching for the missing pieces of themselves. So anyone who’s in love gets sad when they think of their lover. It’s like stepping back inside a room you have fond memories of, one you haven’t seen in a long time.

When the orbits of these two satellites of ours happened to cross paths, we could be together. Maybe even open our hearts to each other. But that was only for the briefest moment. In the next instant we’d be in absolute solitude. Until we burned up and became nothing.–Murakami, Sputnik Sweetheart

Kafka on the Shore contains several riddles, but there aren’t any solutions provided. Instead, several of these riddles combine, and through their interaction the possibility of a solution takes shape. And the form this solution takes will be different for each reader. To put it another way, the riddles function as part of the solution. It’s hard to explain, but that’s the kind of novel I set out to write.

I met her near the end of September. It had been raining that day from morning to night – the kind of soft, monotonous, misty rain that often falls at that time of year, washing away bit by bit the memories of summer burned into the earth. Coursing down the gutters, all those memories flowed into the sewers and rivers, to be carried to the deep, dark ocean.–Murakami, The Elephant Vanishes

Hey, Mr. Nakata. Gramps. Fire! Flood! Earthquake! Revolution! Godzilla’s on the loose! Get up!

Extraordinary things happen to ordinary people. That is what my stories are about.

the pharoahs must all be dead

When I look back through
blue layers of dust,
as I must, the cornices must belong
to ice-blended couples, not to those
who played with endgames,
ate every doughnut
as if it’s their last,
ran after the sunset, blissed out
with ineffable sadness.

I watched the hamster cage
with a cool expression,
oh god, and since when do we utter
a consciousness like god? It’s true
we do not eat our young
in hunger, only watch
as the grains peter out.

Maybe the future lay in waiting,
like a windbag, steeped as we were
in saving for milk, knocking on
a single poached egg,
and now, the waiting, it’s over,
and never over.

Sitting in a car,
as you drove into the parking lot,
you’d show me a crowbar
you had hidden by the driver’s seat,
for some contingency we should
always plan for,
unintended tragedy.

The pharoahs must all be dead,
in their sphinxes,
but they keep coming back,
like a cough,
or some allergy to happiness
that you’re never cured of,
watching the black cat keep up
its tail in the moonlight.

now that I believe in you

Suddenly my feet find marbled
ground, those gauzy bubbles
floating away an amorphous
half life. It is here,
at the red daisy wheel,
where the light filters through
a ceiling of silver prisms
like perspectives.

With my hair turbanned
in a long scarf,
hands drawn in henna,
so you’d laugh at
my fancy-schmancy style,
turning a robotic arm so
I’ll always be looking at
fibreglass petals, blooming
large as a daisy.

Daisy robotic sculpture here.

Process notes: How do you sculpt a poem, asks Victoria of D’Verse Poets Pub? Adding layers, so a poem can be read on more than one level? On the contrary, can’t a poem be taken at its face value, no more or no less than what it is? Surely it can be both, depending on the reader, like the ambiguity of a Mona Lisa smile.

the heart is an anarchist

Sometimes I think the young is born
to be devious,
burning up as smoke,
straying, not wanting to be bound
by rules, to make a brave map,
unable to dodge dense
shadows of regret.

Me, I think now, it’s probably
too cumbersome, no more making
woolly gestures of anarchy.
Dreams vanishing into vintage
vials of pachouli,
as grainy fibres of memory settle
into old moldings of heart
like a tanned pelt.

Even so, reluctant answers
hold us entranced,
murmur like feral waves
at the fringe,
till we’re cemented
in a shadow of sleep.

pink hallucinogens

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ballet pumps

I call ballet pumps “get real” shoes. They’re fabulous, and light as a feather.

transatlanticism & a thousand years

Death Cab for Cutie, Transatlanticism

Christina Perri, A Thousand Years

a lifetime past long after a spoonful of Mary Poppins’s sugar

We stayed within the hedgerows,
and watched, as your mother,
in a sarong, fried ham
while I tried to figure out
her sooty Malay.

One night you bought movie tickets
for all, when the stars
had come out, and on that aisle
Mary Poppins flew up in the air
with an English parasol.

Life was promising,
in small doses, desire contained
within a wall, with a Balinese woman
whose bare breasts in a painting
meant nothing at all.

Still, it was comfort food
like ginger biscuits that repeat,
as you grew ravenous
in your mother’s cooking,
tipping the scales that concealed
from prying eyes.

You never once moved,
even after your mother grew sick,
sweet juices dripping diabetic.
You stayed, within those parameters
of work, and the movies,
that kept you falling off
the primordial escarpment.

A lifetime past long after
a spoonful of Mary Poppins’s sugar,
after those astronauts had landed
on the moon, in a scratchy recording
we had watched, peering up
on your TV’s moon face.

The news of your early passing
made me skulk, poring over
lonely travel brochures,
to squeeze out sap from that same tree
we had sat under, milking the stars,
watching the moon, swinging
our feet above those roots,
in clawed soil, but whose branches
had inched far and away
to the desirable sun.

Process notes: In which there are gangly details of setting, somewhat. Some zooming in and out, maybe, though not on the Interstate 10, for Margo’s wonderful series of place prompts. In which a tree figures, though I’m not saying why.

wickedly good

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Since I met you I’ve changed. I don’t know if it’s for the better, but I’ve been changed for good.– Glinda the Good, in Wicked

The brocolli is getting steamed,
she said tacitly, and we laughed,
like a mob,
because we’re not her
of the emerald skin,
green as goosebumps.

We’d stare & think of other
green skins, like Princess Shrek,
changed by love
into pudgy luminescence,
as if green is the new leviathan,
for misjudging,
and the color of your mossy skin
is full of molecules,
in need of love,
not sly with sin.

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